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I'm crying. I'm crying right now, and do you know why?

Brando. You don't see what kind of reaction you're causing, because I'm 4000 miles away, behind a monitor. You don't see that every time you say something bad, I flinch back - because words DO have that potency. You're harming me, and now I've reached the TRUE breaking point. That's a whole two years of insults, taunts, comebacks, everything crashing on me.
"Oh, but you never told me this before!" I'm telling you now.
"I don't see what your problem is." My problem is you. Read that whole paragraph.
"I don't need to change, you do." I know that. I know what I'm doing right now is ♥♥♥♥ horrible. But you know what? You're to blame as well. You are the catalyst, you're causing this, and without all your jabs I wouldn't be writing this.

I'm crying. Just know that.

Now, before a moderator locks tries to lock this topic and sort it out in one post, it won't work.
For anyone wishing to take this lightly, stay out, or you'll be given a warning from me.

I'll come back when I sort out some more organized thoughts.

<brandobrawl> This time I'm going to take what you said seriously. I'll think about it. I'll ponder what I've done for you to say all that. And I'll come back to you later and give you a proper response.
<brandobrawl> I won't ignore you, or just joke it off this time.

End of thread. This is between me and MK. We'll solve it later.