by lordpat » January 28th, 2016, 7:15 am
Hello guys. Double post, but yeah, let me be quick.
I am leavin the site, hopefully not for long. I had a bit of an outburts out of something completely trivial, and I slapped mysef in front of my little brother. This showed how little control I have over my anxiety. It isn't this site specifically, it really isn't, but... I think leaving is the best thing for me right now. It is horrible to think at moments that people talk bad about me behind my back, to be consantly paraoid and such. It would happen to me in any sort of social situation, and it turns out that even on the internet, it happens to me. I think you guys are awesome, probably much better than the large majority of people I know in RL, but truth be told, I need a break. I need to take a break from Runouw, until I sort this thing out. It is better for me, and also better for people around me, both in RL and online. It really hurts me to do this, it really does.
I am not vanishing though, I will check in Runouw just to see my PM folder, so if you feel like it, you can PM me or something. I will be back too, so don't worry about that.
Runouw is the place where I feel like home, but sometimes we need to take a break from our homes and to focus on different things for a while.
So yeah, I was planning on not posting anything, but disappearing without sayting anything is worse I assume. Keep being awesome guys.
Thanks FF for this sig!Credit to Bam/Bryce for the halloween avatar!