Question of the Whenever

[MessengerOfDreams]

I like looking at people's profiles and check ALL their past, and looking at what are they doing at the moment, and putting it into a paper, where I can merge all the info I got and use the information to stalk and kidnapp them in a not so distant future

Is it wrong that I find the idea of you looking at my earlier posts more upsetting than being kidnapped and murdered?

[Harmless]

I dunno, I absolutely hate a lot of the things occurred in my childhood but I tend to think about it a lot. It's strange.

[~MP3 Amplifier~]

I dunno, I absolutely hate a lot of the things occurred in my childhood but I tend to think about it a lot. It's strange.

Don't worry, I'm exactly the same. If your past has had a massive effect on your life then I think it's only natural to think a lot about it. It might be a strange concept when you put it into words but I'm pretty sure a lot of people will say they do the same thing.

[Konradix]

Somewhat similar to Harmless, think about my past mistakes at most random of moments and cringing at my actions.

[ChaosYoshi]

Somewhat similar to Harmless, think about my past mistakes at most random of moments and cringing at my actions.

I thought I was the only one who did that.

[Oranjui]

That used to happen to me as I was falling asleep. Then, eventually, I realized that literally none of it matters at all because I'm the only person who remembers any of it. I guess it's probably different for each person, but the things that popped into my mind were always just stupid things I've said or done in the past that haven't really influenced me very much beyond teaching me not to do those things again.



Anyway, to answer the question, I don't know if it's weird or not but sticking q-tips in my ears. It feels sooo ♥♥♥♥ good. I know of other people who do this, so I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one, but I don't think it's necessarily normal... I highly recommend it, just try not to damage your eardrum or anything.

If that doesn't count then I guess it might have to be the fact that at least once a week, I just stop what I'm doing and clean and reorganize things in the house for two or three hours straight. There's nobody prompting me to do it other than myself being irritated by slight clutter or messiness. I have to go through all of the cabinets and look through all of the stuff on the counter or on tables (and often times I'll also go through my school stuff) and make sure everything is in an aesthetically pleasing and organized format. I used to joke about it being OCD, but then I realized that it's not funny to joke about OCD and accepted that I just ♥♥♥♥ hate clutter.

[Oranjui]

I never really had dreams about that kind of thing. It was more just, at really inconvenient times, I suddenly remembered an event I felt guilty about and cringed at it. Eventually I just stopped caring and it kind of went away. Or maybe I just stopped doing stupid things that would come up during those weird flashback things.

[Raz]

DAY 380:
What would you want to name your children? (if you don't want to have one then just say a name you like)

I've always liked the names
Joel- I've never heard the name before except from The Last of Us. It's an awesome name.
Joseph - Guess I like Jo- names? I don't like the name Joe though.
Noah - it's just a nice name (my dog's name, probably wouldn't name it same thing as my dog)
Ben - ^
Ian - I know a lot of awesome Ians, and I love names that start with I. Isaac is cool too but it just reminds me of the mushroom head geek from Pokemon Ranger.
felix - I probably wouldn't name my kid this but I love how it sounds
Barry - ♥♥♥♥ awesome definitely want to name my kid this
I'd say Bryce too but then Bryce would be happy and we don't want that. Hayden is also great but everyone hates names that have -den as an ending, and it's also really popular (not as much as other -den names though)

As for girls i like
Ellie (again the last of us made me like the name)
Taylor - it's cool and not very (super) common.
Iris - Also cool and not common
Corinne - It's cute
I like a lot of scandinavian names too but I wouldn't name my kids something like that when I'm not even scandinavian.

[Harmless]

if i ever had children, probably:

Frederick
Joan

[MessengerOfDreams]

The names Stella and Cadence come to mind

so I'm ♥♥♥♥ if I have a boy.