by Avo » August 28th, 2013, 5:26 am
This is the topic to get help? Well I guess I need help, I really need help.
I guess you know about the girl I like and what not, well, I don't really know how to put it, I guess I simply got rejected. She told me a while ago that she didn't feel the same way towards me, so I guess I should have saw this coming...but still...it's been like a year and a half since I started liking her, and it's just really hard to accept this.
She told me that she wanted to be friends, and I guess I'm fine with that. I don't really know honestly, I don't know what to think of this whole thing. I was fine when she told me last night...but I woke up an hour ago, and I guess all these thoughts hit me at once. What if I never find another girl like her? What if she starts going out with some other guy soon? Was all the effort I put into this all for nothing?
It's like this all hit me at once, I started bawling my eyes out, I still am crying right now as I type this. This is too much to handle. It's never happened to me before. I've never had my heart broken.
I guess I just need help coping, because it's really hard and I don't know if it's gonna get worse in the future.
EDIT: I'm not going into any more detail because...well, it's still very personal, but I still would like advice on how to cope with this.
EDIT 2: Well I calmed down a bit, watched some ♥♥♥♥ on YouTube and made me feel a bit better, but still, advice I guess. :/
Credit to Ridder for the awesome going-away avatar (: