Ayrayen wrote:AND PLEASE DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE SENSITIVE TO DEPRESSION AND STUFF ORIENTED WITH JUST "THAT".Ridder wrote:Guys stop self-hating yourselves thats how these things get to you (things like the Illuminati). Go do some positive introspecting. Like, stare at the ceiling for a whole hour or chew on something at a very slow rate. Or watch cat videos of cats being cats.
"In many cases depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain, just as many other mental illnesses that were once considered to be signs of weakness. It is a real disease and illness that in many cases require some sort of treatment."
In other words, telling someone to stop hating one-self is in fact Impossible..
Oh and the classic "take a deep breath and think about something fun" bull-cr@p won't work here no..
Once you're in.. you won't get out.. Unless you get help..
And in this case i have.
Please if you haven't already read ALL the other comments, do so.
Because people who tells me to think "positive" doesn't know the situation i'm in.
And listen up here for a sec, this is not some "teenage depression" (Yes i referred to something as stupid as that because people underestimate this shizzle)
this is real ♥♥♥♥ shiet.
I wouldn't start this topic if it weren't for the fact that i'm actually thinking about taking my own life, and i am aware that is kind of drawn out but hey
do you know what's going on in my brain right now?
It's like a thousands of mixed feelings fighting with each other, and if that doesn't give one a picture of how it looks like then let me simply put it like this.
Imagine you're the most happiest person on earth, that happiness later turns on your back at some random point (and we're talking not once in a month/week here.
We're talking per day/hour)
That ultra happiness you're feeling turns into the right opposite.
To me it all converts into sorrow, hatred, anger and what not. All decisions you make, for example making a sandwich turns out to be catastrophic.
Because in my case, depression comes with phobias.
Which means that it's not enough feeling "bad" no nonono, you will have something to fear... often you're alone with this problem so you won't be able to talk with anyone which sucks even more.
So taking one moment to just stare into the roof will do things worse. That's when i get time to actually "Think", since my mind isn't occupied with other stuff i easily get
"Self-Hated".
I'm not going to pick all this stuff up again, but since i'm trying to prove my point here, this is indeed a part of vital information.
AND PLEASE DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE SENSITIVE TO DEPRESSION AND STUFF ORIENTED WITH JUST "THAT".
Someone once told me that telling someone to stop being depressed is like telling a blind person to learn to see or something like that. lol, I wasn't really talking about your situation, I meant how everyone after you was all like
"gosh I suck at giving advice"
or
"I feel like I'm a burden on everyone else."
n' stuff.
I suppose I'm not the kind of person who'd be good at these kinds of situations anyways, the closest bits I know of to talking people out of contemplating suicide is "you won't have to struggle through this alone" and "think about everything you're about to throw away" and stuff like that.
Thats about as close as I have gotten to talking to someone about suicide.
