by Newgeneration » March 16th, 2014, 6:24 am
Yeah, it's true that this place has a friendly tone to it. The community isn't split up like some forums out there, there's more unity here than what I've seen elsewhere, and it's the only place I've actually stuck around.
I may mainly show up to update my art topic and then leave, but I do try to show up for some sort of discussion, as small as it may be. I'm surprised I even stayed, given the fact that I never log in as often as I used to, but that's life for you, it's hard to find the time to do things you want to do. Sadly, I've been feeling kind of dull, like my life has become really boring to the point that things become a daily routine. I'm hoping to clear that up with art, letting out some creativity along with it. This site is a great place to wind down and release all that stress, regardless of how crazy and hyperactive some of you guys seem.
I'm also not one to talk much on here either. I do the same thing, I think way too much, can't stop asking myself what might come about from a post I might send. I think too hard on the consequences of my actions. It is easy to come up with reasons for not doing things, much easier than giving yourself a reason to do something. I even do this sort of thing on mundane posts that wouldn't have had any significance anyways, it's just that I keep to myself way too often. I even had a friend who once described my overall attitude as 'Zen-like', always within myself and never really speaking often, but to be honest, it's just out of fear for what I might say.
Oh well, sometimes you just have to think positive, but even that can be difficult sometimes.