Why the ♥♥♥♥ do I have to be cursed with this obsession? Whether my iPod, video games, phone, electronics are working or not OR whether they are with me affects my security and happiness, and sometimes my sanity.
I don't want this to be this way. Even though I know I have a brutal obsession, that doesn't seem to mean it can be fixed while staying happy and sane.
I fear of losing my music on my iPod, I fear of anything happening to a game of mine, I fear of losing my progress in a game (such as with levels on SM63), I fear I'll lose anything electronic that I find to be fun. This shouldn't be dependent on my mood and my views, but it seems to be the contrary for me.
This'll probably be a lose-lose situation when attempting to fix it. Yet, right now, I am getting my happiness from thinking about playing more games, but I dread to think they'll either corrupt or freeze.
HOW DO I GET OUT OF THIS MESS?
P.S. My overreacting in the 26th LDC topic was because my entire laptop froze for some bizarre reason, and I was just about finished with a very long video upload. When I realized I had to reload it all over, plus losing title changes, I became upset.
I HATE the fact that that caused me to reaction in such a way. ♥♥♥♥. ♥♥♥♥.















