My Person Life

[Setun]

If you dont want a really long post then well dont read this:
Ever since i was young, I used to think i was alone, Without anyone, Without parents or anything, Just in a light place, And then i realised , My Parents were always arguing, always, every day every hour every 30 seconds there would be a problem.
So one day..
my Father....
pointed a knife..
To my mothers neck..
i was frustrated so much! that i would cry.
He would always do that but he wouldnt.
When i turned 4th age, i began to well hate my parents..
But then i realised
When my father was listening to this video.. the begining...
of it.
Notice: The rest of this is all muslim things since i am a muslim so yeah. if your not a muslim and you read theese words.. do not laugh.
And when i heard thoose words: Omer, Never judge anybody. Because you dont know who is beloved to Allah,s.w.t
and .. i regreted everything, every single thing i did to my parents. im not saying im a misbehaving child. im was doing this because
well i hated my parents to fight


I didnt want them to fight.
i NEVER WANTED THEM TO FIGHT
I ALWAYS wanted to kill my father because of what he wanted to do to my mother..

ALWAYS

But that changed one day 2001st year. 1st january... My father died.....I dont even know how he died he just died..
I deeply regreted for saying the words when i was young: i really want to kill my father, but instead of saying father.. i said something different THAT i didnt wanted to say which was quite weird : i WANT TO KILL MY MOTHER SHE IS THE WORST ONE EVER!







AND THAT was weird
so weird that i began searching for clues
but none were found
so this is how it ended.
and so on i lived with my mother..
Alone
me and my mother..
but on 17th march
my mother died too.
Ever since my mother died i lived alone from when i was 4 with my grandparents.
It was told my mother died that she killed her self but i dont believe that. I believe someone killed her because i had the left of her atoms,cells,blood. And when i become a expert doctor from 13 years to 17. and i scanned and i found one something very sad and very horryfing.
My mother.
She..
she was in a dream where she screamed so much she became unaware that she had a knife IN HER HANDS WHILE SHE WAS SCREAMING cuz of a monster she was dreaming about.
Sleep walking i dont think so.
Its a new kind of thing i dont even know.
But yea and she wanted to kill the monster from the back but since it wasnt real she stabbed her self. When i waked up. I cried,Cried so MUCH THAT THE WHOLE NEIGHBOARDS COULD HEAR ME....
I was wrong... Someone did not kill her.
But there was something.
Interesting....
My father DID NOT DIE.
He....
left me and my mother..
BECAUSE I FOUND OUT THE BLOOD THAT WAS NEAR THE DOOR WHERE PEOPLE CLAIMED HE WAS KILLED THERE
was actually..
the blood he used on the knife
to make me use false products to scan the blood.
And i cant believe him.
This was the real life story of me. And from today my grand parents died too and i live alone.. Alone .. none else to take care about me

[Setun]

Anyways if anyone has questions about the rest of my life just pm me

[Supershroom]

This post by Supershroom was thumbed up by:

Setun (March 18th, 2015, 5:19 am)

[~MP3 Amplifier~]

I just want to say, I don't know what happened with the responses here. But I don't believe for one second that Setun is lying. If he was, why would he come on a game site and talk about it? If he really was "trolling", his first stop would be an emotional support forum.

I'm sorry I wasn't online at the time to help out, if I could have been I would have been here.

[Harmless]

Setun, I respect that you're trying to reach out for us and need a place to rant, but...

If you're going to be openly hostile and tell us 'not to laugh' and all of that, then that states that you don't trust us, and that you don't think that we will support you without question.

Ultimately, as much as we support you I also request that you, in return, believe in us and treat us as community. Because in the end, that's what we are.

[Setun]

Setun, I respect that you're trying to reach out for us and need a place to rant, but...

If you're going to be openly hostile and tell us 'not to laugh' and all of that, then that states that you don't trust us, and that you don't think that we will support you without question.

Ultimately, as much as we support you I also request that you, in return, believe in us and treat us as community. Because in the end, that's what we are.

Ummm well the only reason is well because most of people on earth laugh at muslims



SO yeah
this is why i dont trust most people

i just dont fell like it
so thats why i say not to laugh
BTW TOPIC LOCKED IN 5 days

[Harmless]

I agree that there is quite some people that laugh at Muslims. But remember that there will always also be Muslims (extremists or not) that laugh at anyone else too.

Just like how there's non-Christians that laugh at Christians, and vice versa.

In the end, having a mindset that all non-Muslims laugh at Muslims is just as bad as having a mindset that all Muslims laugh at non-Muslims.

[*Emelia K. Fletcher]

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-BY (March 20th, 2015, 10:31 pm)

[Dtroid]

This is highly disturbing to me. You feel alone,but you are not alone. Do not forget the people close to you,the things they've done for you. If someone dies that means their time has passed. But,it should not hold you back. You must have the courage and strength to accept it and move on. We,as a community,can help to relieve you through this time of darkness,but we can only do so much. Your next step is in your control.

[Harmless]

erm

sorry to say but this was a month ago and I have no idea if setun is even active on runouw anymore

but yeah :/