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by nin10mode » June 4th, 2015, 6:11 pm
Today was pretty cool, actually. For school I had a small presentation on contemporary art and music and I'm pretty certain that the whole class actually gave me their attention. A lot of the previous students had problems keeping their attention. I'm not sure if it's just because they know that I take those kinds of things seriously or because they were legitimately interested in what I had to say (I don't speak if I don't have to). The next two periods were simply review because I'm still in school until the 19th, and fourth period was Wind Ensemble where I got to hang out and just talk about normal stuff with my fellow senior instrumentalists all together. Usually, we're in different groups of friends, but the underclassmen had to practice our graduation music, so we basically get to do this for the rest of the year.
When I got home, I remembered that I didn't even have to worry about anything due for the next 4 days again because tomorrow is a school-day long presentation for seniors about drinking/drugs/texting and driving (because yes, some people are that dumb) and Monday is a day where traditionally, every senior skips. I know most of the teachers oblige with it; not sure about administration, heh.
Finally, the Marching Band Banquet. For those of you who didn't know, I was in a competitive marching band for my entire high school career. Tonight was my last banquet, and probably the last time I'll see this exact group of people that I got to know over about 5 months last year, and more for those of us that joined concert band.
It took awhile to get started, but I found my circle pretty quickly and we started talking about what we usually do. As soon as the actual ceremonies began, my focus was locked.
There was a round of thanks and applause for everyone in the organization, an awards/scholarship ceremony for several band members, and a video presentation reflecting on the past year, and for the seniors, their past few years as a member.
Throughout the whole thing, I felt a little melancholy; I didn't get any awards and didn't have as many cuts in the video as some of my friends. I try not to care, but I guess everyone has a bit of selfishness and bitterness. I did think a lot about what I could have done differently over the years; maybe I could have asked about joining in middle school, maybe I could have tried out for drum major(student conductor), maybe I could have joined other performing arts groups like a lot of my friends ended up doing.
We heard our marching band show near the end of the video and that lightened my mood a bit, actually. It sounded a lot worse than I remembered it sounding earlier in the school year, when we were performing it. I heard others point it out as well, and I guess that's a testament to how much we've grown since that season. A lot of my friends ended up taking music-related classes, and again, other performing arts groups (chorus, drama, winterguard, etc.), plus our director gave us a harder selection of music for both of our concerts; I think it helped hone our musical senses a lot, even if a lot of us still don't know a lot of the terminology and vernacular of music(or just choose not to bother learning them).
We definitely don't just suck at marching and playing, because our performance at Disney World a few weeks ago was exceptional.
... I tend to be contemplative. Sorry if I rambled a bit.

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