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I'm just 5 to 6 months younger than you, I want mah independence 5 months and 26 days, or 179 days if you want to be more exact ('u')

Anyway, I hope everything goes alright for you. Just keep on truckin'.

♥♥♥♥, MoD, we need you too! You can beat this!!

If you can kill the cancer, you can kick some ♥♥♥ upstairs too.

You got this, mate. You're the Survivor. Be the Survivor.

The tumor came from dormant lymphoma cells, btw. I read up on this a while back.

Well I came in here to make my own post but that can wait for now. Just want to let you know MoD that I'm thinking of you and I'm rooting for you. You are a special and loved person by the community here and although we might not talk anymore, you still remain to be an important part of my life in the same way as the other friends I've had who I've loved and appreciated with all my heart. So it's painful to see you go through this. But just keep telling yourself you CAN and you WILL fight. No matter how dark things get, there's always hope and light to be found.

I'd like to take the chance you're around, Amp, just to say I hope you're doing well in whatever you've been up to.

Also GO MOD SLASH THE THING UP

NanTheDark wrote:I'd like to take the chance you're around, Amp, just to say I hope you're doing well in whatever you've been up to.

Also GO MOD SLASH THE THING UP

Thank you I was actually gonna do a bit of a rant on life myself haha but I'm in a better mood now and also I felt the need to offer my support more than anything at the time.

My grandad just passed away.

I didn't cry at all. I just feel numb.

Holy ♥♥♥♥, dude

Karyete wrote:My grandad just passed away.

I didn't cry at all. I just feel numb.

I am so very sorry for his demise. If you need to vent, I'll always be here.

A little bit late, but... I hope everything works out well for you, moy. I don't know what else to say, I don't have a whole lot of experience with tumors and I'm just trying my best to not sound insensitive.

Karyete wrote:My grandad just passed away.

I didn't cry at all. I just feel numb.

Hm, I felt the same way with my grandfather on my dad's side passing away months ago. I loved him, too, and he was really strong. But oh well, he lived a good life and died well. (I can only hope the same went for yours.)



edit: .... Gah. 1:08 AM and here I am with something bugging me.

Something I've been thinking about lately is how "anxious" I am to start getting on hormonal treatment to take the first few steps on my transgender operation. Not asking for support, but I do feel the need to rant a tiny bit, because while I'm still 100% confident about the thing (and have bee looking forward to it for years now), for the first time in my life I felt a tiny bit... anxious thinking about it. (No, nervousness isn't the right word here.) Come to think of it, I don't even know if it's me being anxious. I dunno, I'm feeling something that is a tiny bit out of the ordinary. The lack of knowledge on what I'm feeling is the biggest thing that's been bothering me this night.

It's definitely not nervousness though. Hm.