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In light of the situation with PY, I just want to get something else off my chest....



I'm sorry all of you who knew me as the little missperfect23 who was so bubbly and friendly, secretly I've been this angry staff monster waiting to pop out and ban everyone for crap reasons. Mwahaha.

(sorry, couldn't resist, because I was referred to with the other staff as 'harsh' and anyone who knows me knows I'm like the softest person ever lol)

~MP3 Amplifier~ wrote:secretly I've been this angry staff monster waiting to pop out and ban everyone for crap reasons. Mwahaha.

O...K.

PositronWildhawk wrote:

Purpleyoshi_returns wrote:I HATE HARSH PEOPLE! LIKE THE STAFF!

They weren't being harsh. They were doing their job.

I saw his post, and I was shocked. I was under the impression that he moved on, like when PW posted that he beat Earthbound (and this was after his ban), I thought he had dealt with the situation and moved on with his life. Sigh...I guess not.

Purpleyoshi_returns wrote:I AM DEPRESSED AS ♥♥♥♥.
I FEEL LIKE ACTUALLY KILLING MYSELF!

You're not the only one going through these feelings. I'm socially awkward. I can't express my thoughts very well sometimes. I screwed up with talking to a girl or two. I nearly failed Driver's Ed in school. Then I look at my peers who have a nice car and a hot date, and god almighty I feel jealous and depressed. I don't have A's in my classes right now. I have literally stressed out so much about it and have broken into tears about these things. I've gone through enough with being in a behavior class starting in 5th grade, taking medication to keep me focused, being behind everyone else academically, and being picked on when playing Super Smash Bros Brawl. I have actually stabbed myself in the arm with a sharp object over those things. A permaban can't even compare to that.
Meanwhile, people in France are suffering from an ISIS attack. You are not the only struggling with life, pal.

...

Okay, I need to chill out now. Geez.

Vesoralla wrote:

Purpleyoshi_returns wrote:I AM DEPRESSED AS ♥♥♥♥.
I FEEL LIKE ACTUALLY KILLING MYSELF!

You're not the only one going through these feelings. I'm socially awkward. I can't express my thoughts very well sometimes. I screwed up with talking to a girl or two. I nearly failed Driver's Ed in school. Then I look at my peers who have a nice car and a hot date, and god almighty I feel jealous and depressed. I don't have A's in my classes right now. I have literally stressed out so much about it and have broken into tears about these things. I have actually stabbed myself in the arm with a sharp object over those things. A permaban can't even compare to that.
Meanwhile, people in France are suffering from an ISIS attack. You are not the only struggling with life, pal.

I'm pretty damn sure he said that just to be melodramatic.

Karyete wrote:I'm pretty damn sure he said that just to be melodramatic.

Or just to get attention.
I can understand that, but I don't want him to go through life in sorrow, and certainly not kill himself or cut off his hand...in case he DID mean it.

Vesoralla wrote:

Karyete wrote:I'm pretty damn sure he said that just to be melodramatic.

Or just to get attention.
I can understand that, but I don't want him to go through life in sorrow, and certainly not kill himself or cut off his hand...in case he DID mean it.

He definetly was just trying to get attention. I hear him playing Mario Galaxy right now, and he couldn't be happier.

PositronWildhawk wrote:He definetly was just trying to get attention. I hear him playing Mario Galaxy right now, and he couldn't be happier.

Well that's good to hear. He just needs to get his act together I reckon.

oof

In this instance I would say he is trivializing it for attention. If not, it's your job to make your parents aware so they take him to see a therapist. If anything, he's being immature and needs to grow up a little bit, because that perspective and attitude is what will keep him banned. I'm in another of my regular slumps, so while I do agree with Kab, I disagree, and the way he throws it out there over a ban(that literally came after being banned times before) just goes to show he answered his question in Site Discussion himself.

Onto a different note, if anything, I find myself to be very unemphatic regarding certain circumstances, or mouthy when I feel attacked. This is giving me hell, and it's worrying me about how I'll make it past the rest of my life without screwing it all up. My IBS is flaring because of weather patterns changing, so I'm definitely ♥♥♥♥ if this stocking job hires me.

I hate my self-loathing. It's always caused me problems.

I'm sorry but I can't take someone seriously when they threaten to commit suicide over a ban on a website. I've known people who've actually attempted or committed suicide; unfortunately too many people in this world think it's okay to make jokes or trivialise serious topics like that.

~MP3 Amplifier~ wrote:too many people in this world think it's okay to make jokes or trivialise serious topics like that.

Yeah. I knew someone who made 9/11 jokes. He like...freaking spammed dozens of them on Facebook. His logic was he wanted to bring joy and laughter to a depressing day. That's easier said than done and also not that good of an idea because people can take that stuff seriously.