Thumbs up x4
by SuperMIC » March 18th, 2013, 1:41 pm
Am I the only one who thinks the current system is fine and is not the problem, but it might be the people?
I mean, I came here when the LDCs were at a time like they are now - few competitors, people began to start complaining. But the staff played it out: the problem that time wasn't the LDCs it was the themes. MoD then came out with the Pure Platforming thing and got the most LDers since who knows when. This time, I feel like the people are the problem.
Alright, I'll address the complaint/issue first that the same people keep winning over and over again. There comes a point in your LDing life where you'll reach your maximum potential, where you'll know all there is to know about the LDer. And this point is only achieved through experience, and this is where these "legends" are right now. But these legends weren't always legends. You can't just enter the scene top of your game (unless you're BY who LDed 3 years prior), you've got to get some practice. All legends started at the bottom. MP3 started with a disqualification. I started with a 32nd place. (THIRTY SECOND.) Buffooner started with low scores and so did YB and Nin. MoD started out with some pretty low-effort levels. Even Volcove started with small levels. But what did they do? They tried again. You try again and you gather the knowledge of people who are better than you until you are good or even better than they are. You meet people, you meet personalities on the site and you learn how to develop your style. The road of LDing is fun - but only if you'll let it be.
I'm kinda disappointed that people are complaining that it's impossible to knock people off the top and when you do, you get a useless medal. But medals aren't useless. Again, you're thinking in the mindset you can jump into an LDC and you can just by luck happen to win. No. Medals are just 0s and 1s displayed on a monitor with no inherent monetary valuebut they aren't the praise you'll get after the LDC. No, medals represent ALL of those LDCs you failed to place in before. It represents all the effort you put into LDing. It represents that you finally did it! They told you that you sucked and to try again next time, and you tried again until you did. Where has that sense of motivation and actual effort gone? Medals aren't just placeholders that say you got this far in an LDC. It's an accurate representation that you put in the effort and that you're better than the 99% who were too lazy and they couldn't see that if they just went a bit further they could do great things.
If you don't believe, you can look at my journey.
I started with a 4.5/20 from MoD in the 13th LDC, with sparse 10-12 scores from the other judges. And what did I place? 32/33. (Lol silly jellonator came last :3333) but anyway that's not the point.
I was mad. I can tell that I felt the same as anyone else, because I tried as hard as I possibly could and I got a 4.5/20. I got 32/33. I stared at the list of all of the people who got better than me and told myself, "My entry was better than theirs! I didn't get 32/33?" Isn't that how you're feeling now? It's a hopeless cause because of all of those people who are "better" than you? If you keep thinking that way, then they'll always be better than you. Because you were too blind to look at all of their experience, all of their triumphs and their defeats and all of their effort. You looked at scores like they were scores, not an accurate reflection of how far you've come.
Fast forward over the cooldown time where I jumped into the IRC chat and met people. I met most of the people I still am good friends with today, including Ven, Nin, MoD, Chau, etc. I decided that if I really sucked this much, what were the "good" people doing that I wasn't? So I joined MoD's WITBLOAT project. Now, opportunities like this don't come every day but there are always opportunities like this. Ask other LDers if you can help, or if you can watch them do stuff. This community's nice enough not to say no. Also, hop into the IRC chat. You never know who you'll meet.
I played 30 different beautiful levels crafted by who were considered the best LDers of all time. I measured up at 32nd in a fraction of LDers. What did I find? I found that these people really were better than me. I looked at levels which were amazing, like Space Colony and Final Rush. These levels showed me the potential and capacity of what you can create in the LDer - if you put in the effort.
15th LDC, I created what would place today in WITBLO12 - Temple of Heart. Due to a failed second level I pulled out 11th, but my original goal was 10th. Did I stop there? Because look, I put in the effort and I played the levels of "better" people do I stop there? No.
16th LDC, Musical Moods I tried again to make a big level and I didn't make the Top Ten cut again, but you can see the pattern. Do you stop in the face of failure? No, that makes you worse than the people who are better, and I, like you, want to prove I can be the best of the best, right?
17th LDC I collaborated with MP3 and finally, finally we placed second collaboratively. After almost a year of work, and sweat I finally did it. We, finally did it. But there were still a plethora of people we could call better than us. MoD, Volcove, Nin, Four, Krazy, murph, Buff, Chau. Were we truly there yet? No, we weren't.
And so through trying and trying again MP3 has taken a seat as one of the few who have one more than one LDC, and I am happy to take my seat as the highest-scored second placer of all time.
Stopping in the face of doubt is understandable, complaining that the system is unfair is understandable. But you can ask any "legend" of today, and their story is very similar to mine. You can't stop. You don't stop. You try until you are the best and if your hardest attempt is not the best then you keep going until it is.
As they say, You can spend a lifetime trying to change the world, or you can just let the world change you.
Be the change, don't change the world until you are defined as right.
That's all I have to say.
-SMIC