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[lordpat]

I can't

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[KABOOM]

Uh.

What is this.

Lord what did you do.

whatdidyoudowhatdidyoudowhatdidyoudowhatdidyoudoWHATDIDYOUDO

[Oranjui]

NO 5/5 stars.

[Charcoal]

One word to describe this:

SAD


Either this is an impressive introduction to a story or your in a lot of stress.

[~MP3 Amplifier~]

Erm if this level is just describing your stress right now then I think a topic would've been more appropriate...

Either way, you should really take a break from level designing methinks, especially if you made levels you're willing to delete. Just remember that even if you don't like your own levels, doesn't mean others don't. I suppose you could say I really dislike many of my levels. Tbh Antichesm is far too overrated, how it won is beyond me. However I would never delete it because i kinda understand that others like it.

And the last thing i'd like to this is a smartass reply, because there really would be no need.

[-BY]

If you mean that you can't reach the point to make levels which set lots of people in awe. (maybe they do. dunno)
I think I know only 4 people which make sometimes levels that are awesome for me. And all of them. Needed lots of time to reach this point. You are on the best way to reach that too. If you would only be more patient. Maybe you don't notice it.
But many people like your levels and you improved very much in the last months.

So. Why do you want to just give up and delete your own levels because you think they are bad? I remember that you sometimes came to the chat and asked everyone for playing or posted the link several times. I think that was a point when you were proud in your levels. I don't think your levels are bad. (I said that 137 times or something like that, though.)

The main reason of this post is to force you to think more logical, notice that the levels are here for another people too and that deleting them is complete useless. You was the first one who told me to improve the levels instead of making new ones.
I don't think deleting counts to improving.

At last I just wanted to say that I would be glad if you

-come back soon when you are calmed again.
-accept your levels and won't delete them.
-could understand that 'ok' shouldn't be bad in your standards


That's all. Please think about some of the things I wrote. (Even if my grammar causes headaches though)

(Sorry if it bothered you that I was angry yesterday, because you started deleting levels again.)

@ the moderators:

Please don't delete/lock this topic or something like that at the moment.
Because I want him to read/answer the posts from the other people and me first. :3

[nin10mode]

Lul guys, chill, I'm pretty sure this is just a short story kind of thing.

[KABOOM]

I thought so too, then I saw he posted this right before.

[-BY]

I saw that post in off topic after the level one. But already knew that this was the result of the discussion in the chat yesterday.

[lordpat]

First of all, MFW 9 posts in one night.

Second of all, it is a bit of both of what DarkBlaze said. Read his post.

I hope than I will be able to anwer all your questions in the level series (two levels long?). Either way, I just wanted to tell you that this is not mindless publicity. The story of this level series and therefore this level is related of what I've been feeling for a while. So yeah, just wait a bit.