Congratulations on your bump.
Also, just because someone made it on the list and you didn't, it doesn't necessarily mean your rubbish.
Plus, what you said about Nworlds can be seen as a pretty offensive message. Imagine if someone had just said that about you, you'd feel like you didn't deserve the place you got and possibly even guilty. It's not a nice feeling, so let's just drop the whole "if he got it then I should've got it" act.