Raz wrote:Guys, I have a suggestion. Stop repeating the same ♥♥♥♥ over and over again and come to a conclusion.
My age-old conclusionAnd really only 3 people have shown more than mild interest in listening.
Yeah, conclusions need to be made, and the majority is being overwhelmed by a bunch of tiny minorities. It's annoying. And it should be, more so for me, who holds that largely ignored majority, than anyone else.
Do you want me to help? I'll help. But some of you have to understand why I'm so angry with this. If problems cause
someone like me to "rage quit lololol" the server, isn't something wrong? The first time I left I expected some of you to take the hint. The second time I left, I explicitly stated why, but some of you are so hung up on the fact that I left to not even
read what I'm saying. No one has yet to respond to this post, they only vaguely agree and, again,
respond to my completely irrational departures. And shouldn't the fact that I'm being so irrational send some sort of message to you guys? Are we really just people on the internet that don't know each other at all?
Basically, can you look past my irrationality and see my reason? I've tried expressing my ideas two times already, both after I quit. The first time I quietly left and said something needs to change. The second time, I made a big exit and demanded change. Apparently both ways have failed. The leaves are entirely necessary
because I need space away from the scene. The reason I'm not quitting Runouw.com is because I still like you all and I really earnestly want to make the server better. The reason I quit Skype and (and Steam for a few of you) is because you're more likely to be irrational there(chats are more impromptu than forums) than here. Notice that I only noticeably blow up ingame and inchat, but I only blow up on the forum as soon I notice you resent my absence. As soon as that attack hits, we're talking about two problems, one having to do with the server and one having to do with myself and my rare need for personal space.
Do you want to forget about the latter and focus on fixing
the server or not?
If so, start now.
If I assumed something incorrect, don't even refute. I'm only putting my problems aside as soon as you guys put my problem aside. Yes, I'm being defensive. Yes, I'm being irrational.
However, if I said this as a neutral voice instead of as the
victim that I currently am, directly or indirectly, then I'm almost positive that you guys would agree with me.
There. There's my not-really-a-wall-of-text-at-all wall-of-text, typed as calmly as I currently can. Take with it what you may.