I'm feeling conflicted, and I do not know what to do.
I am
very,
very,
very picky in terms of music. I totally restrict myself to Christian Music.
Now... I was going through related "Christian" albums through the iTunes Store, and I found a certain album that I really liked. I bought two songs from "Playjerise," assuming they were Christian, but after looking them up--THEY WEREN'T! The confusion was that I found it while going through Christian albums, and some were mistakenly labeled "Singer/Songwriter," while some WERE so. I didn't know what to expect, and Playjerise's "Better Life" album seemed Christian-like to me at first, but it turned out to be totally, and only "Acoustic."
I feel very bad, because I previously bowed to myself that I'd only listen to Christian Music, and I've already grown into that; "brainwashed." I actually adore the album, but I don't know what to do - whether I should give up listening to Playjerise and keep myself fully restricted to Christian Music, or if I should keep listening to them and break my self-promise.
The decision hurts terribly. I actually like the band, but I feel conflicted on what would make me feel better. I do not usually feel good while I listen to non-Christian songs, but I really enjoyed listening to the "Better Life" album before I discovered the shock.
